She's something Sweet

Let me tell you about a girl. Yes, yes I know what a way to start a story right. But that's okay it doesn't really matter. So let me tell you about her, this girl. Her name is sweet Jane, at least that's what we called her, never really knew her real name, don't think it included Jane in it either but, anyways, I'm getting carried away, sorry. So let me tell you about sweet Jane. It all started that summer of 1965, oh wait no sorry I meant 1985. It's just that we were all living the 1960's in our heads, it's kind of got confusing and sometimes I don't even know what year we really made that trip, that wonderful trip around America. But let's get back to Sweet Jane. I first saw her at that festival, I think it was in June, she was standing there in the crowd, dressed with a black bikini top with some fringes hanging here and there, she was also wearing some short shorts and à blue and white washed-out checkered shirt, who was way too big for her by the way. On her feet a pair of good old cowboy boots, and some paint on her body finishing the look. Her face, her cute little face was covered with freckles and one stripe of black paint on each cheek for the event, her ginger hair was in a messy bun on top of her head. She was something that one, I tell you. She was moving sensually to the music, eyes closed, making waves with her hips, letting the music transport her to some further places. She looked possessed, her hands going up and down her body, stopping on her breast for a little while, caressing them before moving back down. I could feel myself getting excited just by staring at her move like that. I don't know how long I've been staring at her, but when I gained back some sense she was staring at me too, a smile on her face. That's when she approached me and started moving exactly the same way she did before but this time her body glued to mine. Her back on by torso, moving her hips, I was sure she could feel my hard "friend" against her, but never did it seem to bother her. At some point she took my hand and placed them on her body, moving them up and down, stopping them on her breast and squeezing them with my hands. We danced like that throughout the whole concert, my hand on her breasts for the most part and when it was finished she just left like she came, without a word. I told you, she was something, she had a lot of these silent moments during the trip, it was just her thing, you know.

I saw her again the next day, sitting on the grass, her legs crossed, and flowers in her head this time, the paint was gone. She was just sitting, her hands on her knees, staring at I don't really know what. I approached her and sat in front of her, in the same position she was, hands on my knees, saying nothing. We stared at each other for a while before one of us finally decided to talk.

- Hi, she said to me first.

- Hi, I answered back.

She just kept staring at me after this. I don't know how long it lasted, but after a while I couldn't take it anymore so I just started making conversation with her.

- So what's your name? I asked.

- Jane, Sweet Jane. She replied in a sort of James Bond kind of way. What's yours? She asked in return.

- Riley, just Riley. I answered.

- Nice to meet you, just Riley. She said mocking me.

- So are you here alone? I questioned her.

- Yeah

- Nice

- Yeah, she said this time with a smile. Are you here alone? She asked me this time.

- Nah, I have a few friends hanging around here somewhere. I said.

- Nice.

- Yeah, I said mimicking her earlier respond.

She laughed at that, a really loud laugh, never heard anything quite like that. But then again, everything was a little odd about this girl so it shouldn't have been a surprise anymore. We talked for a while, or should a say a day, when I left her the sun was almost gone. I learned that she was from Belgium, 18 years old, got kicked out of her house cause she didn't share the same religious ideas of her parents. Because she was open minded and liked to defend other people's rights, because she liked a certain music, because she liked to go out, go too concerts, drink a little alcohol, because she dressed a certain way, oh and maybe perhaps also because she got that tattoo she was strictly forbidden to have. With conservative parents, you'll understand, all this is quite impossible. Considered her as the devil himself. I do guess that tattoo was the last drop. At least that's what she told me. But anyway, so she got kicked out of her home, came to America with all the money she had and no idea what she was going to do with her life. Only been here for a few weeks before I met her. She was such a free spirited young girl, I couldn't stop from thinking that she would fit perfectly in our little group. We were just a bunch of misfits that found each other and started to hang out, it just happened, we became a sort of community, an absurd community, revolting against the world, oh and drugs were also involved. Although she never took any drugs before, I thought she would be a perfect addition to the team, and I wanted to include her in our trip, just needed to talk to the rest of them. You see we were planning on making a trip through the U. S we really wanted to do it. We just wanted to really see our country you know, not through the TV and some crappy journalist's lies but really see it, meet the people and spread our ideas and our ways of thinking to more people. In those days we were really convinced that we knew it all, that this was the only way of life and that everyone should be living like us in order to reach some sort of Nirvana. The drugs just emphasized it all, you know.

So after spending the day talking to this odd girl, I met back with the others and naturally I shared my finding with them, it gaining their curiosity of course. Not everyone was here unfortunately, we were missing our most important member Nikki, he was, let's say, sort of our leader. He's the one who started all this, the one who made this road trip we were about to make possible. He was older than us, 33 years old, I think. We were all between 21 and 25 back then. Never bothered any of us, he has this young spirit that fits with all of us, which is what got us close in the first place but he also has the maturity recurred to organize such a trip. It was after all his big dream in the first place, the one he never could realize before and we were all about to make it come through, we were all so excited.

We all met the next day, at a food stand, she was sitting alone, eating some pancakes, how cheesy. I introduced her to everyone. First there was Edgy, 23 years old, tall, thin blond girl, the more mature one of the group but still a bit wild and the edgiest of us, that's where she got her nickname of course. Then, there was Jinx, 25, he's the sex addict, a real horny bastard that one, but then again, he was blessed with good looks, long black hair and blue eyes and a nice tanned skin. He made all the girls scream, oh and I guess his perfectly sculpted body helped too. Then I introduced Bebe Doll and Psyche to her, they were a pair, both 21, the big drug addicts of the group, they're the ones who always know where to get the good stuff, always high on something. And lastly, there was Glenn Simms, but we all called him Simms, he was genuinely a nutter, nothing about him made sense, with or without drugs, he was just insane. Of course we told her about Nikki, this man with Peter Pan syndrome, who refused to grow up, told her he couldn't be here cause he was going through a divorce, she found it amusing, don't really know why. He got married at 19 with a much older lady in Vegas, one of those stupid ideas you get sometimes he told us, but it had advantages too, she took care of him. Now that he didn't need her anymore, there was no reason to stay married to her. You can just imagine how well she took it. That's why he wasn't with us, he needed to deal with her and get her to sign those damn papers. We all hung out together that day, they were all crazy about her. I was about to tell her about the trip we were going to make and ask her if she wanted to join us, Nikki told us we could invite anyone, so I thought why not. Imagine my surprise when she told me, before I could ask her to join us, that she wanted to take a trip around the U.S, but not in a hippy van like we were planning but in a beach buggy. How very curious right? We asked her why a buggy, she just replied "why not, it just seems right to me, you know". Simms immediately adopted her after that, he told us that they got each other, here's something I don't have any problem believing. When these two were together, well let's say we never got bored. The things they did, just thinking about it, it was ridiculous. Edgy also got attached to Sweet Jane quickly, she found her so adorable. She was the baby of the group after all. Edgy was also the girl around whom Sweet Jane was the most let's say normal with, they exchanged a lot. Jinx and her were good buddies, of course he was always banging someone so it was difficult to really get to know him. With Bebe Doll and Psyche, it was different at first, since they were doing their own thing together with the drugs and everything, Sweet Jane, who never took any didn't really fit in for them. But that of course, was before she first tried drugs. After that, she didn't seem to be a problem to neither of them. It's like she needed to take them to completely understand our trip. I, of course fell in love with her the minute I saw her, no, you're getting me wrong, I don't mean that kind of love, some things did happen between us, I'll tell you all about those fun times later, but she was never destined for me. Of course I knew that from the beginning, especially after we introduced her to Nikki.

Sweet Jane and Nikki finally met in mid-July, the day of the big departure. After the festival, Edgy didn't want to leave her so they moved in together, Simms soon joined the party, much to Edgy's despair, but she couldn't say no to him. We all hung out together waiting for the big day, we didn't hear much of Nikki, that's also why they didn't meet before, but he seemed okay with her joining us. Oh yeah we also added a buggy in our trip, Simms thought it was "toootallly cool" when Sweet Jane talked about it so of course, he got one. Some of us were going to drive in it some others in the hippy van, we were planning on changing when someone got tired of the buggy and wanted to rest, Sweet Jane was so excited. We all met at my place, Simms brought the buggy and we just waited for Nikki to arrive with the hippy van. We were all outside on the street, just chilling with some music, smoking weed, except for Sweet Jane, we wanted to wait until the beginning of the trip to let her try anything. After a while, Nikki finally arrived in his old turquoise hippy van, he parked the car and got out and we made the introductions. Nikki wasn't a guy that showed many emotions at first, but when you get to know him you really love him. He can speak in such a diplomatic way sometimes, and he is real funny when he wants to be, he also is protective over us all, making sure nothing happens to us and all. But what stands out the most about him is the fact that he doesn't want to grow up. Doesn't want to be an adult with all the responsibilities that come with it, doesn't want a job, or a normal situation. He just prefers to hang with us and mess around. He fits in well with us. Physically, he is this giant dude, really tall, very intimidating and he has a well build strong body, he's the kind of guy you don't want to mess with, you know. If you got into any trouble, you just call the guy, he doesn't have to do anything, his presence is more than enough. But anyway, back to the meeting, we all wanted to see what his reaction was gonna be like, of course, so we all stood there watching them after I introduced her to him. She stared at him, of course, what else would you expect her to do, she also had this big smile on her face. He stared back for a while, very little emotion on his face, then he extended his hand, she shook it and gave his her now famous hi. He just shook his head in agreement with a barely there smile on his lips, left her and started to pack the hippy van with our luggage. We all smiled, we knew he'd like her. You see that barely there smile was just enough to prove that he liked her, that's more than some of us got, made Bebe Doll a bit jealous too. After that, we all started helping Nikki to get everything settled for the trip.

That was it, it was finally time to take off, Sweet Jane, Edgy, Simms and I were in the Buggy. Nikki of course was in the van, it was his baby after all, with Bebe Doll and Psyche and of course Jinx. Our First stop was L.A, California, we didn't really know where we were going, we were just traveling state by state, deciding what to do and where to go next when we arrived. It didn't take us long to arrive since we were quite near, but we gotta start somewhere right? So we parked the buggy on the beach, the others went to park a little further, we joined them there. We all were a bit clueless, waiting for Nikki to tell us what to do like a bunch of well-educated children. That's when Sweet Jane told us she was hungry, I'm no Christian but bless her! She said it in such a cute way, it was adorable. Nikki just shrugged his shoulders, and we all followed her to whatever place she wanted to go eat. We ordered some Chinese take away and sat on the beach to eat our food, nothing too exciting. It's only in the evening that things started to get interesting, we were all in the hippy van getting ready to go out, when Bebe Doll thought it would be a good idea to have Sweet Jane get her first dose of LSD. We all took a dose of whatever substance we could find and got out of the van to some old bar. I was really curious to know what effect it was going to have on her and let's say I wasn't disappointed. When the drugs started to work we were all in the bar, dancing and fooling around, we really did mess up that place. We were so loud, screaming, breaking things like a bunch of nutters. Jinx was literally fucking this girl on a table, not bothered at all by the presence of all the others. Simms was, well Simms was being Simms, his usual crazy self, annoying the living hell out of anyone in the bar. Bebe Doll was hanging with this guy, didn't really please Psyche, so he threw a chair at him, starting a fight in the bar. Nikki was beating some dude, while laughing, it was pretty, unusual let's say. This guy apparently said something he didn't like to Edgy, who totally lost it, by the way, she was screaming her lungs out, shouting the most absurd things I've ever heard. I was too busy with Sweet Jane to care for any of them, she had quite an interesting reaction to the drugs. She had been turning me on for most of the night but when the fight started she just got on the table and started to move in a very strange way and started singing pretty colours and rainbows. It was all just a big mess. Of course we soon got kicked out of the place and had to find another place to hang out so we went to a night club. As soon as we arrived, Sweet Jane dragged me to the restroom, without saying a word. We entered a cabin and she just removed her dress, still not saying a word. She had no underwear or bra so she was all naked except for her heels that she kept on. She sat on the toilet seat and put one finger in her mouth, staring at me, putting her other hand on her wet lady part, caressing it, her legs spread. I didn't need more of an invitation, being high myself, I removed my clothes in a record time under Sweet Jane's gaze. I threw myself at her, carried her of the toilet seat and shoved my hard friend in her wet box without second thought. Her back was now pressed against the toilet cabin, hitting it harder each time as moved inside her. She drove me crazy, I've never been this violent before. I just wanted to do her hard, I kept pushing harder and harder inside her, going faster each time, her moaning exciting more than I already was. She was a screamer. I moved her back on the toilet seat, wanting to go deeper inside her, her screams, oh they drove me crazy, just thinking about it. I soon came inside her, slowing down the pace, breathing heavily. She pushed me away from her and changed our position, she was now on top of me, sitting on my "friend", moving slowly, making circles with her hips. I wanted her more and more so I forcefully removed her from me and laid her on the ground, putting to finger inside her and fingering her fast, oh she liked it I can tell you, she couldn't stop moaning, begging for more so I kept going faster and faster and faster, I couldn't control myself anymore. She finally came but I wasn't satisfied and I could tell she wanted more by that look on her face. We kept going all night long, every time better than the previous time. Oh my sweet, sweet Jane. I didn't even know what the others were up to at this point, probably causing troubles or something. We joined them the next morning after a long night, the drugs had worn off during the night but kept going anyways. I guess they must've had a pretty interesting night too, I mean Psyche and Jinx were pretty beaten up, oh and Nikki was in jail. Got into another fight, Edgy was now at the police office, bailing him out. Simms was asleep. Oh and Bebe Doll was high, nothing new there, smoking some weed. Sweet Jane went over to her and took the joint of her hand. I guess we created a monster. Bebe Doll was excited, finally she was one of us, she told us. Edgy came back with Nikki, he said nothing but had a pretty satisfied look on his face. He sat behind the wheel, ready to leave. We split up again, this time Sweet Jane was to stay in the van, Bebe Doll didn't want to let her go anymore, we left Simms to sleep where he was and I stayed too, wanting to rest myself for a while, exhausted from the night I had. Psyche went with Edgy, he didn't feel like staying in the van he told us, needed some fresh air, I suspected he was a bit jealous of Sweet Jane and Bebe Doll's new friendship. Jinx went alongside of Edgy and Psyche in buggy.

And so we headed of again to our next destination, Phoenix. Edgy was grateful that she was going to have a quiet drive, after dealing with Nikki's issues last night she was exhausted and needed to rest, so she let Jinx drive for a while. In the van, on the other hand, resting was not an option, especially when Simms woke up, that's when the party really started. I don't know how Sweet Jane didn't need any rest, I was extenuated. I blacked out for an or two, when I woke up Simms and Bebe Doll were taking some weird substance I've never seen before, probably something new she brought with her, and Sweet Jane Wasn't with them anymore. She was silently sitting next to Nikki who was still driving, eating some candy, looking in front of her, her eyes focused on the road, like Nikki. I sat not far from them doing absolutely nothing, pictures of last night playing in my head. I was wondering what it had been about, why she dragged me to the toilet, understanding this girl and knowing why she did things was practically impossible, her mind worked in a weird way. I wanted to ask her but she seemed so consumed in what she was doing, I didn't want to bother her, and she didn't seem to care much to talk about last night so I just dropped it for a while. But so many questions remained unanswered, it kept coming back to me and I started to feel jealous that she was sitting next to Nikki and not next to me, was I going to have to share her with him, does she even want to have another night like we had last time to happen again or was she just horny and needed someone easy to sleep with. So much questions, driving me crazy but I just stayed silent, sitting calmly a blank expression on my face, letting all this consume me. It was toxic, she was toxic. Not wanting to think about it anymore I decided to join Simms and Bebe Doll and take whatever they had to clear my mind. After a while I felt peaceful again, thanks to whatever it was she gave me. Nikki and Sweet Jane were still sitting next to each other but now they were talking, I just burst out of laughter, it seemed funny, I didn't remember seeing her speak very much, not even to me but now she was talking to him, who didn't even seem to take any interest to what she was saying, not even looking at her. How rude I thought, come to me I'll listen. She kept talking on and on and on, he never replied once, not one little time, she was just basically talking to herself, the girl who never speaks was now having a conversation with herself. I started laughing more. This whole thing was fucked up, I was so high, nothing made sense anymore. That's when Nikki decided to stop the van, he parked it on the side of the road and told us we were going to eat and rest for a while. The Buggy parked behind us and we all got out to the field that was next to the car, put a blanket on the flour and the food that Edgy got us and started eating. Except for Sweet Jane, told us she wasn't hungry, she left us and walked a little further by herself under mine and Nikki's gaze. After that, Nikki took me apart from the others and told me I needed to take it easy, that I was disturbing the group's harmony. I didn't understand where that came from, I mean Simms, Psyche and Bebe Doll do stupid things all the time, why did he only say something to me? After that, we just hung out there for a while, not doing much. I didn't feel like having fun with the others after my conversation with Nikki. Sweet Jane was fooling around with Simms, they were dancing to the Stones, singing out loud or should I say messing up the whole song. Night soon fell, I guess Nikki just didn't feel like driving anymore, so we just stayed there and slept on the grass. Jinx was sleeping in the van, didn't feel like getting dirty he said, made Sweet Jane and Bebe Doll laugh, you understand why. It was quite ironic coming from him. Sweet Jane and Edgy cuddled together, Nikki was not far from them. Bebe Doll laid down next to Psyche of course and I, well I just sat by myself far from the others, still not feeling like hanging with them. And that's how our second day ended, I was starting to doubt this whole thing, was this really for me. I decided to just sleep on it and see how I felt the next day.

I woke up in much better spirits than yesterday, feeling a lot better and forgetting why I was ever in such a bad mood. I decided it was better if I drove in the buggy with edgy and Jinx, after my conversation with Nikki and all. Psyche went back to the van, Sweet Jane wanted to drive in the buggy but Bebe Doll and Simms wouldn't let her so she got in the van with a pout on her face, and of course Nikki drove the van. And we took off again, hoping to reach Phoenix this time. Finally, we arrived in Phoenix, we joined the others, who parked the van a little further from us. Nikki wanted to take us to some place, so we all followed him. The ones that stayed on the bus were in a pretty happy mood, if you know what I mean. Jinx, Edgy and I were all behind, not feeling like dealing with them today, you could already feel so much tension between us, and this was only day 3. This trip ought to be interesting with such a good start. We walked for a bit and to my surprise we arrived at a cemetery, what on earth were we doing here? You should've seen Edgy's face, surprised and not really amused. You see, we both knew him really well, and knowing Nikki he wasn't here to pay tribute to anyone or because someone he knew was being buried, no, it was probably just a joke, at a cemetery, how appropriate. Jinx didn't want to go inside, said it was nothing for him, so he just left us, told us he was going to grab a few drinks and meet us at the van later. The rest of us entered the cemetery, big mistake, should've left with Jinx but I guess I didn't want to disappoint Nikki again, our conversation was playing over and over in my head. He was my friend and I wanted to keep it that way, at least during the trip. In the graveyard, there was a ceremony going on. I suppose the others had it all planed since, they took out bombs of silly string, spraying them all over the place, shouting random things I couldn't understand, at some point, Nikki just started kissing all the people on their cheeks except for that one dude he kissed on the mouth, literally swallowed his face if you ask me. The situation was surreal, I couldn't believe what was happening, Edgy and I we just stayed there, watching, not knowing what the hell was happening. Some of the people present for the ceremony were crying, others were trying to stop Nikki and the others. At some point, the cops arrived, they all started running like a bunch of kids, spraying the cops on the way. We just stayed there, not knowing what to do. We eventually had to pay a fine because of the others, otherwise we would've been taken to jail because of what those other idiots did. It pissed off Edgy. We finally joined the others in the van, of course they were all smoking together, being in a much worse state than before, laughing like a bunch of kids. Edgy just lost it right there, she just started shouting at them, telling them they went too far, telling Nikki that it was not okay. Like I said, Nikki is a big kid, very childish but I guess we underestimated him, it's worse than we thought. After that she left, probably went to join Jinx. I just stayed there like an idiot, watching them, watching me, asking me to join them. I was torn between staying and trying not to ruin the mood and all and joining Edgy. In the end, I decided to stay, but I didn't join them, I just sat in the back of the van, silently. I guess I must've fallen asleep cause when I woke up it was already morning. Man how this trip exhausted me. The others were fast asleep on the floor in funny positions. Edgy and Jinx were nowhere to be seen. The others didn't wake up until noon, I was bored out of my mind, at some point I wanted to go look after Edgy and Jinx but I had no Idea where they were, so I just sat in silence, waiting for the others to wake up. When she woke up, Sweet Jane came to me and sat on my knees, taking my head in her arms, she kept telling me not to be sad. I told her I wasn't, she told me she could feel it, she stroked my back, it was refreshing, made me feel better, like this trip wasn't a total waste of time after all. She was being so sweet. I guess that must be where the name came from. A couple of hours later, Jinx came back... alone. He seemed weird, like he was panicking but didn't want us to notice anything. He miserably failed at that, we could sense it from the moment he walked in that something was up. It didn't take long either for him to give in and tell us what was wrong. We sure didn't expect to hear what came out of his mouth, he told us that Edgy joined him at the bar, pissed off, told him about what happened, drank a few shots, got up and dramatically told him that she couldn't take it anymore and that she wanted to leave, left the bar just like she came, in a flash. Jinx told us he followed her, but because he was already a bit tipsy, it took him a while to just leave the bar and when he got out she was already gone. He thought she might be cooling off in the buggy, so that's where he went, but when he got there, to his horror, the buggy was gone. He told us he didn't know what to do so he stayed there and waited, hoping she might return, but she never did and so he came back to the van. Simms was pissed because it was his buggy, Sweet Jane was also quite angry because the trip with the buggy was her thing and Edgy had no right to take that away from her, pretty dramatic if you ask me. Nikki didn't seem to care much, it surprised me from him, after all he always kept us together, but I suspect he just didn't want to show us that the news saddened him too. She was after all our friend, the first one to join him. I didn't understand where her decision came from, I mean, I know Nikki took it a bit far yesterday but those kinds of things never used to bother her, all the weird stuff we used to do she did them with us, she even proposed a few things to us. But I did notice a few changes in her since the beginning of the trip and even a little bit before that. What had happened? Maybe she just grew out of it, maybe she didn't think all of this was fun anymore, maybe it simply wasn't her thing anymore. We didn't really know, that is until we got some news from back home, it wasn't any of the causes mentioned before, no, far from it. The reason was that she was pregnant and apparently after drinking those shots, something hit her, didn't feel like ruining her baby's health any further. You should've seen our faces when we found out, we just arrived in Texas and stopped in a little town when we got the phone call. It was quite a shock. Nikki decided to send her a congratulation cookie, proving us once more that he wasn't just some immature heartless guy. We never heard anything from her after that, I guess when she said she wanted to take her distance, she meant it seriously, I didn't think she would just stop having any contact with us but she did. Never did we know either who the father was, but whatever I guess.

But anyways, that's all in the past now, we were now in Texas, the mood in the van had never been better. Nikki explained to us, while he was driving us here why the whole scene in the cemetery. Apparently he knew the guy he had, we'll say, "kissed". Wasn't one of his buds, he told us, I could've guessed that, considering the circumstances, he also told us the guy owned him one. That's all we got out of him but it was enough for us. We were here because we heard of this big party. It was taking place today, it was some kind of barn dance thing, with traditional dances, cowboys and stuff like that. Of course we all dressed up in a typical and very stereotypical cowboy outfit that we got as soon as we arrived. So we arrived at this party or whatever and apparently we were the only ones who dressed up that night, but oh well, everyone just stared at us, like who the fuck are these weirdos, apparently it wasn't what we thought it would be, but anyways, if those idiots don't know how to have fun, it's not my problem. We started doing our thing as soon as we arrive. People didn't really respond well to our extravagance, they were all just sitting there and staring like a bunch of old farts. The music playing in the background was just tasteless, nobody was doing anything, it was just boring, that is until Psyche and Bebe Doll decided to do something about it. They climbed on stage, stopped the band who was playing and took the mic and started to shout at people. The younger people present in the room were happy of course, since they were bored out of their minds, the older ones not so much. Then Psyche and Bebe Doll took some instruments and started playing something, I was quite surprised, I was expecting a mess, but it was actually pretty good, especially considering how high they both were. Some of the band members who were still on stage started to play with them, it was an improvement, much better if you ask me. We all began to dance, taking the younger ones with us. Sweet Jane started this sort of traditional dance, she was really into it, at some point everyone started to do as she was doing, even a few older people danced with us. She really started a trend. She even got Nikki to dance, and he hated those kinds of dances, she really was special. But I guess some old farts still weren't happy about it, they climbed on stage, trying to get rid of Bebe Doll at first, pissing off Psyche in the process. He dropped his guitar and jumped on the guy who was assaulting Bebe Doll. Other old farts tried to stop us from dancing but the younger one blocked them, it was a really funny moment. We were still dancing even after the music stopped, the younger ones were forming a protective wall around us protecting us from the old farts who were attacking us, trying to get rid of us. Some old man got through and assaulted Sweet Jane, didn't please Nikki, he went to them and punched the guy straight in the face, that's how I like him the most, when he defends us all, it's nice to see him like that. Of course at some point the police arrived, so we all got kicked out, but we were all happy so it didn't really matter, we'd had a good night. After that, we went to some old country bar, some of the kids from earlier followed us there and we just started another party. It was the best night so far, that's what this trip has been all about, meeting people and all. We shared our drugs with whoever wanted to have some. It was great and this time, for once, no one stopped us.

When I woke up the next day, I barely recognize the van, it was packed with so many new people. The others had quite a party. I did too of course. We said our goodbyes to all the people in the van and left town again going to our next destination, Chattanooga, Tennessee. It was going to be a long ride. We were still all tired from our previous night, but Nikki wanted to keep going. Only two hours after we left, we stopped, Nikki wanted a break and didn't feel like driving anymore, it wasn't a surprise, I wouldn't have wanted to drive after such a night. We drove into some kind of park and parked there for a while. It wasn't really crowded, just a few people here and there. There was also a lake, it got Bebe Doll excited, she jumped the minute she got out of the car, Psyche soon joined her alongside of the rest of us, it was nice. We just hung out there for a while, laid on the grass, rested. Jinx was being faithful to himself, he was hitting on some girls, left us after that, don't really know where, probably to the toilet or some private place. At some point, I fell asleep on the grass next to Nikki, who was already sleeping. The others were all swimming and fooling around in the water. When I woke up they were all gone, at some point I thought tell had left without me. But a little further up I could see the van still parked where we had left it. I decided to go see if they might be in there, did not expect to see what I saw. When I opened the door, I first saw Psyche, naked on the floor, he was just sitting there, doing nothing, starring at something. I followed his gaze and yeah, well I certainly wasn't expecting to see Sweet Jane and Bebe Doll, both naked, touching each other sensually in a very suggestive way. Body against body, I'm pretty sure they must've been high by the look on their faces. I couldn't keep my eyes of them, so I just stood there and stared. After touching each other for a while, Bebe Doll laid Sweet Jane on her back on the couch they were, that's when the fun really started. Bebe Doll opened Sweet Jane legs, she was still touching herself, playing with her breast. Bebe Doll started to caress Sweet Jane slowly, then she put two fingers inside her and started playing inside her, making Sweet Jane shiver with pleasure. She was doing it so gently, being very sensual, turning both me and Psyche on. I have to admit, we must've looked like complete idiots, staring at them like that, but it was pretty hypnotic. After fingering Sweet Jane, she put her lips on the now wet forbidden fruit and began to lick it the same way she rubbed it earlier, slowly and sensually. I could hear her moan, turning me on immediately, that's when it started to become hard. After a while, Bebe Doll stopped licking Sweet Jane and that's when the grinding started. Oh it was hot alright! It started slowly like everything before that, but then I suppose they couldn't hold it anymore and they went faster and faster, moaning louder each time. I was so into it I didn't even realize I'd taken of my pants and grabbed by little "friend". Psyche was now doing the same as I, we both looked pretty pathetic, staring at those beautiful creature making hot love to each other, masturbating in a distance. At some point they both came loudly, as did we. Then it was Sweet Jane's turn to get a taste of Bebe Dolls forbidden fruit, she was devouring it, Bebe Doll was laughing and moaning, she couldn't stay still. We just played with each other for the rest of the day like that, them doing it, us watching. When we were done, we just laid there naked. We stayed like that until Nikki came back with Jinx and Simms. They didn't say anything, the situation didn't seem to bother them or shock them or anything. Nikki sat back behind the wheel and we took or leave.

We didn't stop much before we arrived in Chattanooga, just every now and then for gas or food or whatever. We didn't go out immediately when we arrived, we first took some time to take our daily dose of drugs. Bebe Doll had this new thing she wanted us to try, I have no idea what the hell it was, but it sure had a lot of effect on all of us. Then, because we didn't have anything to do we just messed around on the streets, annoying the hell out of the people of this town. We were all wearing some extravagant costumes, we were singing, screaming. Nikki originally had something that he wanted to do here but because of our long break we didn't make it on time. Some people were interested in us and they just started following us, much too some local peoples' disagreement. From then on we just started our chaos in the streets, making every new acquaintance take some pills as soon as we met them. Some people had a pretty hilarious reaction to them. We trashed the street, broke some things, we were out of control, no one could stop us. It lasted the whole night. We woke up the next morning on the street, I could feel the cold concrete under my body. It was all a mess, so many people laying on the road, in the grass, some of them still high. We all just sat there until the afternoon, then we went back to our van, didn't leave immediately, Nikki was in no condition to drive. Some people from earlier joined us a bit later, seeing as we weren't leaving yet, they just hung out with us, smoking a few joints, it was nice, a bit like we had our own little community and all with all those people who joined us. We left all those crazy kids in the afternoon, our next stop was Florida. We were going to Daytona Beach, they was this gathering that was going to be held there in a few days, Nikki said it was organized by some of his friends or something. Because we had left so late, we were forced to stop in the middle of the road to spend the night. Nikki didn't feel like driving during the night, he was of course too exhausted from the night before. So like I said we stopped and parked the car and all went to sleep. The van wasn't the most comfortable place to sleep, but we managed, after all we did it before, we were just too high to care last time that's all. We didn't do a lot of sleeping, we all just talked to each other about whatever what not. Next morning we just drove to some place with another lake. It wasn't really far, a couple of minutes away from where we were. We all went out, except for Sweet Jane, she needed some alone time, she told us. So we all went to this park next to the lake, it was a children park, parents didn't seem too happy to see us, I can understand why. Although we weren't high or anything, just maybe Bebe Doll and Psyche. But it wasn't out of control or anything, we just played there for a while that's all. The only unappropriated thing that happened there was maybe Jinx who was hitting on some older lady with kids, while her husband was right next to her. Caused a bit of trouble, but nothing too serious, Nikki took care of it. The face of the husband when he saw Nikki, it was hilarious, if Nikki had asked him to give us his wife, I'm pretty sure he would've done it, that's how scared he was. The couple quickly left with their kids after, they didn't even say goodbye, how rude. After some time, Nikki left, I think he said he wanted to go back to the van or something, the rest of us went to the lake to have a swim, the van was parked right in front of the lake, near the water so I could see Nikki get in. I saw him stop as soon as he got in. It caught my attention, so I went to see what was up with him. I looked through the window and well let's say I immediately understood why he stopped. Sweet Jane was laying on one of the couches in the van, although she was still wearing her top, her skirt was lifted, she wasn't wearing any underwear. One of her hands was on her mouth, two of her fingers inside it, she was licking them, in a really horny kind of way. Her other hand was a bit lower, she was touching herself, moving slowly. Her eyes were closed. Nikki just stared at her. The staring lasted for a long time, I don't know how long. Nikki didn't move, I didn't want to go in, so I just stayed there by the window. I was wondering if he was going to just stare at her until she came, which would have been a long time considering how slowly and delicately she was caressing herself. She looked like she was really enjoying it, so did he, considering the bump on his pants. After a while, he finally approached her, that's when she opened her eyes, she just stared at him, like she always did in those awkward situation and continuing what she was doing. At some point he sat by her legs, leaned in, she removed her hand, allowing him to get a taste of her forbidden fruit. He kept doing that for a while, then he removed his pants and gently placed her on top of him. She started to slowly ride him, moving very gently, quite a tease if you ask me. The whole thing happened pretty slowly, the whole time they were staring at each other, it felt like they were only one person. I've seen her fuck before, but this was different, they were communicating with each other, they were sharing something, they weren't just fucking, they were making love. I felt a bit stupid because I just kept starring through the window, but I couldn't keep my eyes of them, I was looking at something beautiful. It amazed me, it wasn't a violent act like in that toilet that night, it was so gentle. They finally changed potion, she was now facing the other side, were the window I was looking through was, she couldn't see me though thankfully, her back was facing Nikki. I had a perfect view at her small and delicate breast, Nikki was playing with one of them, while she was still riding him. Then she laid him down and kept riding him as slowly as she had started. She really wanted to make the pleasure last. I could see he was enjoying it. He finally came inside her, as did she. She was laughing with pleasure like she had a habit of doing during the most unappropriated situations. She looked satisfied so did he, they laid next to each other after that. That's when I left, the fun was over what reason had I to stay. When we all came back to the van later that day, they were still lying next to each other, sleeping. We all decided to do the same since we had nothing better to do.

When I woke up, the car was moving, we had already left. I suppose Nikki had enough time to rest after the hot afternoon he had with Sweet Jane. Talking about Sweet Jane, she was sitting next to him, talking to him and this time he was answering, they were having a real conversation, how unusual. I smelt something different in the air, like something had changed, I don't know how to explain it. We arrived to our next destination pretty fast. I didn't do much during the whole trip, just mainly starring at Sweet Jane and Nikki talking to each other. Jinx and Simms slept most of the time, so there was no talking to them, Psyche and Bebe Doll were in their own little bubble, I tried to hang out with them but for some reason they wouldn't let me in, probably too high or something like that, so I just sat there, bored out of my mind. It's in those moments that I wished Edgy never left us, I mean the rest of the trip was great and all, I had fun but on moments like these, I swear to god. But anyways at least we were there for whatever event Nikki had in mind. We arrived late in the afternoon, so as soon as we got there, we went to the beach, where the event was being held. It was some kind of reunion between people with the same let's say values than us. There was a fire, a big camp fire with people all around it, we joined them, sitting next to each other. Nikki went to great a dude, the only one who was still standing, I suppose he must have been the leader or organizer or whatever of the whole thing. They greeted each other with a manly hug, exchanged a few words and then he came back to us and sat next to Sweet Jane, she then sat on his lap, I'm telling you something really happened between those two, something special. They connected with each other.

The "ceremony" started with a speech by the leader dude, which we now know as Jacques, very French name for a not so French guy, and very ill-fitting if you ask me. After his speech, which I have to admit I didn't pay much attention too, the fun really started. He brought some drugs we all shared with each other, when Sweet Jane took her dose, I couldn't help but to think of the first time she had some. How time goes by. After a while, we were all high, I made the acquaintance with a beautiful mature woman, probably 40 or something but man wasn't she gorgeous, and her breasts, I mean they looked like they were about to pop out of the tight dress she was wearing, Oh and let's not forget her nice and full ass. The last part of the ceremony consisted in sucking all the smoke you can get in your mouth from a joint and blowing it into the mouth of the one sitting next to you. It ended with Sweet Jane blowing her smoke into Nikki's mouth and then Nikki blew his smoke in Jacques mouth. Then we were all free to do whatever we wanted, of course you can imagine I immediately took my exotic beauty with me to some more private place on the beach. We first shared another joint with each other, then I laid her down on the sand and not able to contain myself I ripped of her barely there dress, the fabric was so thin it wasn't a problem. Being horny herself she couldn't have cared less. She wasn't wearing anything underneath her dress, reminding me of the nigh Sweet Jane had dragged me to the restroom and had removed her dress, standing naked in front of me. I quickly pushed those thoughts aside, focusing again on the beautiful girl laying on the sand next to me. She was now playing with her two melons, I could see the lust in her eyes. I didn't wait any longer and grabbed her huge breasts in my hand, they were a perfect fit. I was playing with them while she was moaning, begging for more. I didn't need to be asked twice, I gave just what she asked for, hot sex all night long.

When I woke up, she was still asleep, I got up, making sure she wouldn't wake up and went to join the others. They were all reunited together in a circle, there was one empty spot, my spot, I sat down with them and that's when Nikki broke the news. What news you're asking me? Well one in which he tells us that the trip is over for no reason at all, just didn't feel like it anymore he told us. I think I was the only one who actually gave a damn about it, nobody else seemed to care. He also told us we were free to go. But free to go where? I wanted to stay with them, I wanted the trip to go on like we'd planed since the first day. After that, we all split up. Nikki and of course Sweet Jane took the van leaving us behind. I suspect the reason behind this sudden decision was that he wanted her for himself. When they left us like trash, they didn't even ask if one of us needed a ride or something. Again, I guess I was the only who really wanted or needed one. Cause as soon as they left Bebe Doll and Psyche just went with some people that they'd met the night before, Jinx went to a bar. I just stayed there wondering how the hell I was going to get home, it really messed me up, cause for a moment I really thought I'd met the right people and that we were gonna stay together forever, but I was wrong. I eventually decided to move, I carpooled back home, took me forever. I was a mess for a few months, couldn't get over it. Sweet Jane was stuck in my head but after a while, I just realized that I needed to move on with my life so that's what I did or at least that's what I tried to do but my life never really got better after that. And to this day I never could find a girl that equalled Sweet Jane, oh how I've searched but in vain, so I guess I just live alone now, in my small and dirty apartment, abusing drugs like it shouldn't even be allowed. I don't know how it's even possible I'm still alive, should've overdosed by now. Barely had any news from the others either. I just heard that Jinx is now in jail for screwing an under aged girl, I don't really know what happened to Psyche or Bebe Doll or even if they're still alive, wouldn't surprise if they weren't at this point with all the drugs they took. Oh but the one with the real tragic fate is Simms, he died, fell from the window while he was high, how sad, rest in peace I guess. Oh and Sweet Jane and Nikki, I've heard got married in Vegas as soon as they left us. For someone who didn't want to get married and who just got divorced, didn't take Nikki long to get at it again.

And that's how it all ends I guess. I suppose, that's how it was all meant to be, we were never made for each other...

The end.